After I became so close with Sydni in teen leadership I despised the idea of this day, saying goodbye watching her leave along with all the other seniors. I knew I would bawl as I took that last picture with her out on the field. I hated to even think of it. Now I wish I was crying for her to leave and set off to start a life. I wish I could have that last photo that hug filled with annoying sobs from two emotional girls. I didn't expect to stay in touch with her my whole life or for her to come visit me but I expected that last day. Tomorrow is going to be hard for us all and there's nothing I can do or say to make things better except to just breathe.