Forbidden Secrets
I sit here looking at all of the people who come and go from my life. I used to love like no tomorrow but now I’m scared to say I truly love someone. I have fell in love to the point where I couldn’t breathe without him by my side. So in love the the world used to fade away when I was in his arms. Then one day love turned into chaos and my world was shattered and broken. My image was destroyed by one powerful hit and dose of reality of something that could never be. A fake smile and and pretty face but all I want to do is hide with my true disgrace. A kiss hasn’t lit up my night sky since him or made me feel so good I thought I was higher than the sky. Now I won’t show you when I cry. Boys are falling to me as if I’m a celebrity. I used to love all my ex’s unconditionally and it was never enough. All the guys I might give a chance to I always think it could never be because of me. A girl who everyone see’s as a rose on the outside is really a cemetery on the inside. The darkness and sorrow is hidden by the loved one’s precious gift and the tears drops now blend in with the ground. I want someone who understands and has felt true pain and suffering, but still can fight to life people up in the world and appreciate the good. God has helped me find faith, so hopefully he’ll hear my prayers.
(2012)
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