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My Heart You Hold

I made this for my mother Kara DeJaynes. Love you mother.

My heart,
I cannot live without it.
If it’s not here then neither am i.
And when it’s not around,
I feel as though I,
Am a zombie.
Dead to the brain,
Not knowing anything,
Don’t know what to do,
Just so very confused,
I cannot even move.
If i am dead,
What about my brain?
So is it dead, too?
I guess.
So, i don’t know what to do.
Cause i can’t think right.
And your not here,
To hold me so very tight.
I miss your comforts and love,
I miss your warmth,
Your heat.
I feel as though i am in a deep sleep.
You own my heart and are not here.
Without my heart and it’s new owner,
I shall never again be.
I just don’t know what to do.
It feels as though i am someone new.
Never are you there anymore,
So never is it here.
I am dead without it,
But it’s only alive with you.
I need you to keep it safe and alive,
But if your not there, it’s not there,
So never am I.
I miss those times where we were all together,
I miss those times when we thought it was forever.
Neither of you are here,
So i am dead.
Just a zombie among this Earth,
Who cannot cease to leave.
For i am still searching.
Searching for my living prey,
My living heart and soul.
For i still have life somewhere inside me,
And it feeds off your ignorantly living beauty and life.
You are my wonder,
The love of my life.
You feed my stupid, oddly surviving heart.
I am glad you do,
Or i wouldn’t still be here.
Thank you strange lover.
Your one of the few,
Who keep it surviving,
And so gladly for that, i thank you.
For if it is not here than neither am i,
And yet if i am not here,
Than neither are you.
If your not there,
There are very little few.
You are my blood,
My reason for living,
Many’s reason.
You are the future.
You are the very future of things.
You
Are
My Love.
My Mother.

(2013)

I made this for my mother. And multiple of you reading this, might be able to relate to it.

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