This one is difficult to describe. As simply as I can put it is that I tend to be introspective and a consequence of that is that I can get myself anxious about things. It is a wild and frustrating feeling. It happens when I think a lot about the fact that all I have ever been is a housewife and a mother. I feel like I have wasted my life, simply wasted it. I have had serious health issues that have prevented me from working AND two of my kids have disabilities AND my husband forbade me to work...but still I feel like if I were stronger or smarter or SOMETHING I would have been able to over come all that and not waste my life. I told you it was difficult. LOL