Release me!!
So much heartache and pain, im broken so much that I can hardly recognize myself, i do not remember who i was before i met you but what i know is that you’ve created a  monster, I’ve taken comfort in looking at the remains of my broken heart examing them tying to figure out how something so beautiful can just combust without warning, or were there signs of warning and i couldn’t realise them cause i was so fixed in you and what i thought was love, my heart is shattered beyond the point of recognition and the pieces just don’t make sense. And then here i am and i wonder what i am, i don’t know myself anymore and i dont feel anything anymore, thats why i need you to release me
I need you to release me so that i can go on my own way, create my own path that is not tainted by the likes of you
I need you to release me so that i can love without worrying if im doing it right cause with you i never knew
I need you to release me so that i can be able to breath without your presence suffocating me
I need you to release me so that i can find myself without you, cause i was never good enough for you, for you to love me honestly and wholeheartedly that’s why you broke me, piece by piece until you were satisfied, you breached my walls and took what you wanted and gave nothing in return, you turned love against me and made it my prison until i could no longer feel and recognise it,,,,i beg of you Release me. I can’t deal with no longer feeling or wanting to belong, yes you have taken everything away but i still have  longing of something much more and before you release, i cannot leave cause you hold the keys to the door of my heart and i need you to release me, what was, is no longer is, RELEASE ME