The news of your pending arrival
Was joyous to share.
All dreams were soon lost come January.
Everything came crashing down hard and fast,
As did our future nest.
How much has life changed since last Christmas,
I cannot bear to think.
I cannot comprehend.
How everything just fell apart.
What did I do wrong?
Who was to blame?
That joyous occasion last year,
now feels like it has been replaced,
With my heart as an empty, hollow shell.
And a lingering, hidden dull ache.
And now, another year has come to a close.
another chapter, begins!
I just have to make it through!
On this Christmas Day.
Yeah I'm feeling a bit low today. And this is just a mess of a vent. But it's my mess :)