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don't even tell me

i don’t even want to know,
know whats good,
whats bad,
anything in between.
 
i don’t want to know how to save myself,
how to help myself or loose myself.
i don’t want a detailed outline or guidelines
on what to do or how to act.
 
don’t tell me your proud or i’m disappointing
don’t say hello or goodbye.
don’t make promises and promises over and over again.
don’t expect anything from me and don’t
expect anything less.
i don’t want to know whats good for me,
i don’t want to know whats bad.
 
I just want to live within the means of my own soul
and experience live by my own definition.
let me be the one that blows my own damn mind,
let me be the on that is in control
and fills myself with so much joy that you could never
grasp the concept of the creativity and wisdom within my heart.
 
I love you so dearly, i do
i truly do
but i don’t want to know if you can love back,
or care, or think about me, or anything about me.
because that’s the only distraction from me being able to be me.

(2014)

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