i want it all
give me the white,
the line
the needle.
the love
the passion
the poison
the desire,
the comfort
and the pain.
Give me all that i desire
in the form of a pill
and all that i dream
in she shape of a bottle.
give it to me hard, raw
soft and gentle all at once.
real.
give me what i want,
since its everything you are.
all that i am, is nothing without you.
i want it all, all of it.
the good, bad, demonic spirits
and heavenly souls
i want them to consume me,
inspire me,
pursued me,
and burn me.
i love it, i hate it, i want it, i despise it.
its an amazing contradiction
that i battle everyday.
(2014)
