I decided to do this
I decided to say
I love you
But the memories
And pain
Consume me
I use this blade
Thinking about hitting a vein
Because I know it will never be the same
I’m already struggling in my mind anyway
So what’s really left to lose
I can’t be with you anyway
I can’t have you in the same way
So it’s my feelings that I have
Confusing me everyday
I slice into my skin looking up to God
Saying I’m sorry for making a stupid mistake
I shed a tear
And stand up letting go of the idea
Because I know it’ll never be the same
I moved on in a way but my mind still runs you by the day .

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