I would like to Say thank you
Thank you for leaving a open wound to my soul
Now I Feel like I can’t breathe
Because my soul has lost its home.
A home that I look for,
where I can call my own
A home where I can be in sync
sharing with another soul.
Yet I fear of the unknown.
Unknowing if I can be broken again
Or left alone.
Unknowing if it’s love
Or just lust having control .
Thank you because I’m no longer ready to step into a pool with someone
Because I fear of being drowned.
So I thank you because I mostly learned that no one will love me .
If I don’t love myself when I’m down.
So I wait
Wait till the moment I can breathe again.
And when I do I hope to find a permanent home .
And I don’t lose again.