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Solitude Ntaoleng

Gradually sober

Sunken

Oblivious in my narcotic haze, oblivious that God was standing right infront of me and not saying a thing... He was silent, His eyes were deep, looking like a thousand oceans, in a myriad of stars and old wisdom. The color of His skin was like mine, the tangles of His hair were like mine, the purity of His presence was like that of the child in me.

I guess in my insecurities and foolishness I couldn’t relate with a higher deity because I felt He was not like me so how could He even begin to scratch the surface of my pain? But I promise you, He revealed Himself as my pain, the one I’ve been sending away in oceans of alcohol tears, He didn’t relate to me so much so as He was me... He felt me, my vibrations, my need to vent, “it’s all good” He said as he sat right beside me, putting His hand on my hand, we both looked at the sunset,,, sobriety touched my soul...

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Preferido o celebrado por...
Angel Vaughan La Ma
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