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when misery catches up with you

quiet

right now I just need to take a second and think things through, maybe more than a second to establish my next move, nothing more irritating than planning with voices so loud. and then she tells your story to someone else who has something to say, because clearly what this situation needs is more opinions. i just need to recollect my thoughts and put everything into perspective, nothing more eerie than truths from aeons ago haunting you, and the one thing you could use eludes you– wherever silence is hiding, i am dissapointed to say it has not been real friendly with me

if its not voices, its  echoes of an unredeemable past. what must i do with past mistakes and lessons already deferred? nothing to change an old gal’s mind while she cant find bits of silence to calm the storm in her head. the swooshing of the ocean will probably do the trick at moonrise, Lord Knows people give no peace at sunlight, but when its just you and the Creator, Shhhh becomes an equal friend friendly in her thoughts of you, but this incessant noise is rubbing of on my unlubricated ears, and the screech tormenting my soul is like sour on soft peeled skin– hurts more than a broken relationship

so i tune out, i stop listening to the world ganging up on me and forcing my sanity out, iblock anything that threatens my state of Nirvana– i hum it out like Bhudda and i just mellow my insides out– nothing beats practiced silence. if ifail to do that, i visit a little pplace in my lonely childhood, and there i become eleven again, sit outside on the porch and do what i need now, for me its about silence– quiet chases misery away.

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