(2015)
I'm overcoming my nightly anxiety. Finally
The rain was not refreshing. we waited and waited on those barren, thirsty desert hills. But no rain came.
Anger was beef, and chickens were too, and I wasn’t hungry, at least not anymore. And a four-score speech
Wind in this still, distinct... thin I swim in sin till gin is rid. Finding might,
I do not waste my time with things that do not want to be… Like angry schoolchildren wanting to... demanding to live in ignorance,
My fingers tremble in the cold as I stack the stones in a slanted… I’m accompanied by the hummingbird… who search for the mystery in gard… sprouting within the cracks of thi…
The ladder is before you Will you climb? Well of course you will You have the time Those first rungs are easy
In my mind, a grandmotherly smile. There was before only suffering.… of the quivering mess. No longer willing to run away from the self,
You must be you. Truly. Inner truth, intuition, unrepentan… that sings the songs of days for d… I will hear that greatness, let us… Rising to the world,
Filled with sins, Lying in bed, No fear though, Limitless mindset Body to bear,
Lined up the gunmen with sparkling garments, one by on… spelled doom for the poor prisoner who gazed at the setting sun. The pompous captain stood tall,
We shoot for superiority. The best of the idea, the winning match and set game for the domination. I, with masculine energy,
Fire and Water sensations rinses and rises as a dutiful procedure. Felt within,
I really wanted to die underneath that heavenly blue sky, and leave behind the tensions and… and float upwards and away from th… No longer called a buffoon,
Inner burst of joy– from a caffeine fix– The modern day call to action. I do not stand, I sit for miles and transfixed on the
Gazing at the heavens, wondering if I am to blame for evil. Incorrigible self.