am I out of mind or out of sight

I’d rather be the latter, it’s wrong. Was never right.

The music held the strings that held the company as one.

And I came back when loneliness was all that I had won.

am I out of mind or out of reach. That never was the case,

as people stared and patted backs when insecurities were raised.

Always stating similars and comparability, and blinded by perfection I forgot you were never right for me.

am I out of mind or out of mind, I think I’m out of both..

Those messages were not for you, they were addressed for my ego.

And while what’s gone is gone for good, and your hair has grown too long

I’m fine and glad we, didn’t .

She says not moving on.