Tired
Listening to their stories
Their successful relationships
My heart soars when I hear they’re doing well
But my brain doesn’t
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I ever gonna be good enough?
What have I done to deserve this? What have I done to have my heart broken, ripped, and stomped on?
I promise I’m trying
I promise that my anxiety and thoughts aren’t voluntary
I can’t help when they appear
I don’t like it just as much as you do
The Navy boy told me to live for myself
But how can I do that when I don’t even know if I want to anymore
I’m tired of fighting
I’m tired of trying
I’m so tired.
