When will I ever be good enough?
I lied to you that night
I wasn’t at all okay with it
I didn’t want to compete for you
I didn’t want to fight once more
I told you I wasn’t giving up
In a way, I’m not
I may have ended it
But I still like you
Kay told me today
She has a boyfriend
They’ve been dating for a while now
And they still are
I found this out
I regretted my decision immediately
But then I remember you second guessed us
Just because she brought up dating
Now I’m confused
Did you like me?
Or were you using me?
They all say the second is the winner
He said he was proud of me
I felt horrible that day
The other said he didn’t want to see you hurt me
I think I was the one that hurt myself
She says your not good for me
But I think it’s the other way around
The other said I told you so
That made me break before 1rst hour
How long is the tension going to last?
How long are we going to have to act like strangers?
How long is the pain going to be there?
When will I be okay again?
When will I ever be good enough?
