I can’t even look at the time or t… because as the days go on the furt… What could I have done, different… Could I have been different? Was it inevitable?
Take a glance, the clock’s the sam… each, and every day. Think a thought, the thought comes… almost every day. Fantasize, close my eyes,
` silence is piercing through my e… and I cannot stop the flow of tear… Drowning out those years. Now I’m shifting gears. ————
A passage in time – large as a sti… This moment in time– it’s just a g… Stay at work late– throw down a pi… Walk home in the – dark – it’s jus… Empty cages, open places -
To tell you the feeling, I’ll hav… Way passed the story-line, way pas… Not just a feeling, more than a th… A rush of cold air, not just despa… Light-headed memories, leave me st…
Oh that could’ve been me... Another fantasy thats run away fro… But it wasn’t meant to be. That’s what I’ll say to me. I run away– from anything doubtful…
I finally am enjoying my time alon… I crave my morning coffee under my… My morning bath, journaling, water… Cleaning my own space. Enjoying b… For months I’d wake up and look b…
My life is moving forward I can hear the clock ticking Like a metronome A hypnotizing buzz It leaves me in a haze
Today I was a product of sins, I let out negative emotions. Death is knocking on all doors. It’s time to explore. Do I have options?
I am not who I am, I am. Not who you said, or see or know o… I am something beyond the unreal. A deeper emotion, a denser ocean - a wave of unwanted commotion.
How many times must we heed this c… Will we see the veil lifted from o… Blankets of snow covers our memori… We are back to the beginning. Full speed on a train wreck of two…
Anxiety feels like sharp pains clo… Breath becomes heavy, seething thr… I can feel my lungs, I can feel m… Everything is echoed, every note, A strong intense desire to rewrite
As spring comes near, the ice melts, the bird’s cheer for summer is coming here. As time changes, seasons grow for nobody really knows
I’ve had to let go a thousand time… Put the weight down off my shoulde… just to pick it up again. I saw the dreams I manifested fal… the lap of others.
I woke up feeling a heavy weight i… almost like a thick wool knot inte… I got up and sat down and tried to… —visualizing it releasing.— I am holding on tight to something…