I have no words to explain how I… I don’t understand them, and it do… But with the guidance of fantasy… I feel like if I try I can unders… Of every situation

I finally am enjoying my time alon… I crave my morning coffee under my… My morning bath, journaling, water… Cleaning my own space. Enjoying b… For months I’d wake up and look b…

To tell you the feeling, I’ll hav… Way passed the story-line, way pas… Not just a feeling, more than a th… A rush of cold air, not just despa… Light-headed memories, leave me st…

My heart thumps louder than my fra… Each step I take is a hesitant on… My heart is empty waiting to be fi… And I am so sick and tired of fee… I crawl into bed alone, wake up al…

As soon as I start writing - I know it isn’t a good sign. Why is it that I never write about anything good? Maybe I’m afraid I’ll

Oh that could’ve been me... Another fantasy thats run away fro… But it wasn’t meant to be. That’s what I’ll say to me. I run away– from anything doubtful…

Prologue - (I kept walking, with my eyes glue… The sun hit my eyelids and rays of… Something was trying to escape.—— Moonlight– moon lit meadows,

Through my thoughts I think a lot Young and your life’s on lock Your existence is there My existence is here For a second our lives interfere

The real life I live is in my hea… It’s the thoughts I have before I… I replay every conversation I've… Im not sure if that's good or bad. I wish I could speak freely witho…

‘The boy at the music store, not the same person I met before. New face, new embrace, quick conversation, so much tempta… A light breeze, a cool freeze,

Enlighten me But do not frighten me I can see and I can hear Footsteps on the walls Foot steps big and tall

‘this is all that exists.” you told me that as I lost focus, ‘I always think of tomorrow. it doesn’t matter..not here.”

I take it to heart but, you don’t… Diamonds on the rocks, and whisky… I feel the cool draft of the cold… I take it to heart but, you just d… For only a moment, just a moment t…