The real life I live is in my hea
It’s the thoughts I have before I
I replay every conversation I've
Im not sure if that's good or bad.
I wish I could speak freely witho

My mind is in a different world
I make up stories of the unknown
I put scenarios together
I make a different story
I don’t know what is real

I take it to heart but, you don’t
Diamonds on the rocks, and whisky
I feel the cool draft of the cold
I take it to heart but, you just d
For only a moment, just a moment t

I feel myself getting stronger,
inside me something is growing.
I hear a voice inside my head,
—a higher knowing.
Life keeps moving forward,

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

Its too late now, words are spoken
I give you gratitude, as a token.
What I gave to you, is a piece of
I close my eyes, cannot look can’t
I move forward, no turning back,

I swear to god I see your face
There’s no one else you could repl
I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb
It takes me to a better place
I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

She was smart, and had a keen memo
He was deep, and did not lack a se
He had humour, and charm.
She had organization, he had chaos
She had a strength in her speech,

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

I want to say all the things in my
The thoughts won’t come from pen t
And I’m stuck in this position in
My mind screams somebody save her.
The only thing in my head is ur fa