I want to say all the things in my
The thoughts won’t come from pen t
And I’m stuck in this position in
My mind screams somebody save her.
The only thing in my head is ur fa

You told me once,
you told me twice,
‘ told me three times before.
I don’t remember.
You told me before,

I have days where every hour is sp
Then there are the days, where I
I numb myself from the external wo
I am not waste of space, yet a hum
I can be ignorant, naive, and argu

Something was meant to be,
A story was meant to be told.
Relationships were meant to blosso
a life path was made to unfold.
I disrupted fate,

Restless, in emotions,
I can sense the pulling oceans
I don’t want to feel this anymore.
Dragging me deeper in,
neglecting the face of sin,

I’m in my phase where I’m above i
Laugh it off because,
nothing’s wrong...
It’ll hit me soon.
The realization,

I keep checking, checking time, ch
My brain on overdrive and its kill
Mind controls, we can’t control th
You never can, are you people blin
Step back, pause, breath and rewin

The world is constantly spinning
I can’t seem to settle
I’m not winning
Heating up like a kettle
I’m reaching my boiling point

Its wrestling with an emotion unhe
A guilt that has been burned up,
transferred up and stirred up.
An abandonment to an unknown promi
So loyalty turns into the memory–

Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad