It is eerie, it is quiet.. as I walk outside alone. The sun beats down on my face, and even with the crisp air– it warms my insides.
` silence is piercing through my e… and I cannot stop the flow of tear… Drowning out those years. Now I’m shifting gears. ————
The silence has become so loud. My head feels like it’s a balloon… All I hear is the phone ringing,… It replays like a broken stereo, a… You erased me, you decided to eras…
Once I stumbled, full of defeat. I could hear the rumbling, under m… I prayed to the heavens, I prayed… “I am not sure who I am, not sure… I was pained, warped, always unsur…
I over think till I’m exhausted. Becoming quite toxic. I bow down as your hostage. You beg me to stick around, then cry at the bread crumbs
I needed you to hate me, to forget you. I needed to erase you, to remember me.
I made a choice, now I have to ru… If the universe picked this path f… Am I messing with fate, will the… I got to close my eyes and realize… I often miss things so much that…
So here is the biggest problem... when we are sad, lonely, stressed, depressed - we look for that one thing to dist… We become dependant on it -
Obviously the known is gone, Knowing it all then its dawn. Thoughts fucked up hey now I can’… Its so hard I just don’t want to… Obviously you know my name,
We never really consider the time inbetween The winter and the spring The spring and the summer The summer and the fall
Connections are such a strange thi… Two strangers can share more intim… then any other experience in a lif… I wake up next to a window, I see the top of a building and di…
It’s unorthodox The river flowing– n’ the opposite direction of the r… It is going side stream, not even up or down.
I can feel my consciousness unrave… I’m growing and moving forward There will always be fear inside m… But isn’t that a great way to star… The fuel in my desire to be higher
You should listen to more music, keep up with the coolest trends to go to the best concerts. You should have more tattoos. You should be more tanned.
My mind is in a different world I make up stories of the unknown I put scenarios together I make a different story I don’t know what is real