I swear to god I see your face There’s no one else you could repl… I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb… It takes me to a better place I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

Take a glance, the clock’s the sam… each, and every day. Think a thought, the thought comes… almost every day. Fantasize, close my eyes,

I could die today and it would all… Just the fear that id stay alive i… Ironically I keep living, Each day I lay in my death bed, Ignoring the outside world

Everything is too much for me I fall in love too easily Afraid to be happy I’d still feel dead in Miami Set free the old me

For some reason I don’t believe y… yet you wonder how I perceive you. An enveloped with un answered ques… I have to fight for affection. A trophy at the end of the pain,

I can hear a soft buzzing in my ea… And a pain in my temples The thoughts are flowing un –stead… What is life if I have to live th… No choice, no control of what peop…

I lay in bed for hours, Sunrise, sunset. The weight of my body sinking into my bed. Imagining myself becoming -

I would rather be on cloud nine, In my fantasy world, in this world… Taking my soul away from my body, So these aching feelings don’t hau… Indie flicks and detachment,

Obviously the known is gone, Knowing it all then its dawn. Thoughts fucked up hey now I can’… Its so hard I just don’t want to… Obviously you know my name,

What more can we punish ourselves… One last step out the dying door. It closes and I fear, Ill never g… Confidence, is what I lack. I wish that one day, Ill find my…