I live a life, A life to please. Where no-one knows the in-between. Some what of an irony. A soul that is open, lock and key

You realize that life is passing y… Like a ticking metronome Not knowing what I want Feeling like there are questions l… I breath in, breath out

I was suddenly released, as I was cried at your knees. Beg and pleaded, please Take me back Instead ur on a search

Nobody will ever understand the wa… I know that is supposed to be a cl… But it isn’t Nobody will ever know They don’t think my thoughts

You formed me to be who I am toda… I guess I cannot just give you bl… You’re not the only ones Everything I’ve done to you, You have done to me

I was silenced by your silence, an internal violence... An unsuspected science. What’s the opposite of chemistry? What do you make of me?

Silence Ringing in my ear I don’t want to think listen or he… What day or year Haven’t I been sad

The words spilled out of my lips,… Flowing endlessly like a river, no… I only spoke the truth, I spoke m… I am sorry If my truth was in the… You were always the one whom I we…

I can feel the feeling What’s that feeling It’s tingling in my feet Creeping through me Surrounding me whole

6 years ago 6 years ago 6 year ago… how would you ever know. It honestly feels like time never… stuck in the past and it really sh… Honestly, you’ll never know.

I always feel pressure It starts in my head Pushes it’s way out Through my chest This beating heart

The clock is ticking It’s time to decide Should I choose love Or should I choose pride If I don’t make a choice,

My spot is an empty patch of dirt… a hidden gem right by the creek, Close to the subway. Nobody can see me, but the people kayaking near by.