Cope
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i left when times got hard, but no, i was never far.
at least not physically, i just hoped into that car
and drove to a pleasure cove of pills and weed smoke,
with another girls curled toes, i guess my heart froze.
but this you already knew, and damn i couldn’t refuse.
no, not because of you, my soul just got confused.
though i really knew the truth.
mind and body in a feud, with a whole lot to lose.
and damn i sure lost, and i’d sure wish we could talk
to ensure once and for all, our feelings of how we fall–
out and back in, between lovers and best friends
just know i’ll love you until the very......
so easy for me to say, but still a struggle everyday
to not be same insane kinda lame to cause you pain
and make you think things like speeding in the rain then
swerve in the the left lane, after slicing your main vein.
but i know the struggle, after all of the drugs & booze
i used so my brain wouldn’t be muddled.
never was good at being subtle, so i preferred to fly the shuttle
and turn my liver into a toxic waste puddle.
and damn i sure lost, and i’d sure wish we could talk
to ensure once and for all, our feelings of how we fall–
out and back in, between lovers and best friends
just know i’ll love you until the very end......
