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Telluride Left It's Mark On My Heart

-to t.r.f.

you said you’d always be my what if,
but thats just not what it is.
thoughts turn on and off since '08,
we were just little kids.
but i hope we always stay friends
cause– you make me happy.
i feel like i owe an apology for being so damn sappy.
though you never make me feel shame,
never make me feel guilt.
even when im low on self-esteem
youre the water to my wilt.
you breathe life......
i pray you always will...
i only know that to be true cause you hold a sliver still.
really hate to admit,
cause i kinda feel defeated.
but this world is mysterious,
and my circle you completed.
you wonder how....
could i possibly feel so much?
especially cause its been 10 years since ive even felt your touch.
but that was enough.
i think we both know thats not true.
explains why every year or two i come limping back to you.
if only you knew.
if only i... understood.
you cant fix all of my problems but if anyone you could.
all i ask...
is you hold a spot for me in line,
cause i imagine your heart - its probably busy all time.
we both too feel to much.
but you keep it under wraps well.
i wish i stayed in telluride,
instead of taking that ride from hell.
it taught me a lot,
i guess i needed to feel that pain.
even to this day - its so hard to just explain....
you'll always hold a flame.
you'll always be my torch.
at least i have you as my hope,
but even still that i abhor
cause you're not my girl.
not in my world...
but you'll always be my friend.
and i will always care.
if you one day you come around,
ill save a spot for you here.
maybe

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