(2011)
#HurtingJumping;Standing;Suicide;
I’ve cursed myself And mocked myself I’ve condemned myself I’ve beaten myself To a bloody pulp
I woke up early I can’t get back to sleep Once again I go back To all my fucked up memories Even the good ones hurt
You are my ray of sunshine When all there is to be seen is ra… Though Monsters are real They reside inside of us humans
You don’t know me You don’t know anything You have razors in your own eyes Don’t try to shed light in my own… You think you can read my own expr…
I’m different than everyone really I’ve never met someone who sees th… It gets lonely I suppose Being different isn’t a bad thing Not always
The world is beautiful Society is ugly Mankind as a creation is remarkabl… Mankind as a whole is disgusting One cannot exist without the other
Tell me darling Is it really that hard To fight for another breath To resist the call of the sharp ca… Don’t forget to lift your lungs
If I were to go These would be my last words If I were to give in to my tempta… And fall at my own hands This is what I would say
I am blessed to say that today is… As god may be my witness I stress… You can break the critics with a l… Somebody somewhere is going to hav… Which way is the wrong way and whi…
I can’t say much All I have is this All I can say is that I’m sorry I’m ever so sorry This is the path I chose
It sucks when your heart is taken… Maybe it’s all just a dream, or ma… It needs cleaned out and drained f… Maybe I’m just insane or maybe I’… Trying to make noise but the sound…
Sleeping in the shadows Where no light can find A break in these trees Where it may shine Sleeping in the shadows
While you’re googling careers I’m googling ways to kill myself While you’re asking questions abou… I’m silently begging for help While you’re out with friends
Laying all alone, staring up at th… My bed seems to swallow me whole,… I can look up at the black skies,… No matter which way I decide to m… I am taken aback to a memory in wh…
I may ask the simple question Your answer may be hard I’m willing to take the chance To break or free this simple heart My simple mind is deeper than it l…