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Seems Like a Win

It’s like learning to walk all over again.
It’s hard for me to function.
I never thought I’d end up like this.
But I suppose I went brain dead for a few moments and that alone was enough to really mess me up.
You’re trying to make yourself feel better by getting approval from the public, and by making yourself look bigger and better.
Like I wasn’t a good friend.
Like I’m not a good person.
Like my life wouldn’t have been a big loss.
Like no one would’ve missed me.
And I will NOT give that to you.
I will NOT leave your mind at peace.
I’ll build myself up.
And by building myself up, it’ll make all of you feel even worse.
I’ll prove you all wrong.
I don’t need drugs to have fun.
I don’t need to lie constantly to make myself feel 'good’.
Or take advantage of the people who trust me.
I’ll be a better person than all of you combined.
That will be my motivation.
I never wanted your pity.
In reality I pitied you.
You aren’t worthy to be in my life.
I hope you all see this somehow, I want this to eat at you. I want to haunt the far corners of your minds forever, 'cause if I could I would spit in your fucking faces.
My life has value. More value than any and all of the bullshit you’ve put me through.
I was sober. I was clean.
It’s my fault too I know, peer pressures a bitch.
But so is karma, so what goes around comes around.
You know who you are.
 
P.S. I actually did graduate and you’re still stuck in high school at an elementary school level of mentality.
 
Good luck with your pointless insults. I’m past this drama.
As of now, I’m done with it. I’m going to PROVE you wrong.

(2014)

#Enraged

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