Falling
Feels like I’m ruptured, torn apart,
Ten thousand daggers in my heart,
Internal war zone, self-inflicted,
No way out, just pain constricted.
Internal fury, deep vexation,
Too irate for contemplation,
So much hate, can’t process logic,
Such a state, my mind is toxic.
Itch to scream, ache for destruction,
Self-esteem suffers reduction,
Fire blazing in my head,
I try to calm but just see red.
I’m sick, I’m hurt,
I’m shit, I’m dirt,
I’m muck, I’m stuck,
Completely fucked.
I don’t know what I need to do,
I’m pretty sure I’m losing you.
