It hurts me to know I’ve become what I have today
I know it’s unfair to you and it’s not okay
I’ve disappointed you oh Father
And I hope I’m not a bother
But I’ve repented of the error I created
And only hope that the memory of it could be annihilated
I will have to live with this pain
I know it’ll be a constant storm with thunder and rain
I can’t seem to forgive myself for it
Even though you have forgotten already and ask that I quit
I wish I could quit dwelling on the horror of what came about
Instead I’m swimming in all the hatred and doubt
I have strong regrets
Some are among that not all gets
Seek favor in me oh Jehovah my God
I beg for mercy and I am no fraud
I mean what I say
All the words that I continuously pray
I will do my utmost to do better
I will never be like satan and become a setter
You’ve seen the good in me
I thank you and beg that you see
I am still a sinner and I am imperfect
But I will do my best to steer away from bad and give you respect
You deserve so much
And I want to remain in your clutch
Walk hand in hand with the creator above
And live forever in a paradise I continue to dream of