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Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”