(20150920)
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door