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2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you