(2015)
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day