(20150915)
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
