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Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood