Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy