After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…