I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day