(2014)
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?