(2014)
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires