To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
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There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy