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2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy