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Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again