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once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires