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I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change