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A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be