(2014)
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again