(2015)
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision