(2014)
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake