(20150811)
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…