(20150811)
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments