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I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong